Sunday, September 27, 2009


Daisy (Hey) Korean Movie

The love I have been dreaming of,
It's all so close to me,
But all I can do is,
Watching you without words,

And in this city of strangers,
I lived day by day painting love,
Waiting and hoping that you'll be here,
With the scent of Daisies,

But it is too late now,
That I finally know you,
Maybe we were not meant to be,
I never wanted to let this love fly away.

But I'm sorry I have to leave,
With you still breathing here..

Jane's Note

Speechless pain...
I don't want it... who does? But this do happen in some corner in the world. For those who could be together with your loved ones, treasure them, tell yourself: "Love doesn't change, believe there is love."

My sense of insecurity has haunted me from accepting love, what I've missed? Tons of them...
learning to accept ...

"Love doesn't change!"

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Believe 相信


我愿相信 你永远是我背影
我更相信 这样对你不公平



不管是个 甚么决定


Jane's note:
Emotion is complicated, there are many different definition by numbers of scholar, but we need this in us, it is something like poster colour, we need it to paint our lives, every page of our lives, it beautifies our feeling, colouring skill is important, you don't like to see your lives mess up with those paints, handle with care.

Like the lyric has described: m... I find it hard to describe, but I understand it, and admire the writter could just describe it perfectly in a few lines, salute, and loved it, this comes in the right time, I have a strong feeling that allows me to flow together with this song.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Stand by me

One of my favourite songs, listen to it, it will brighten up your day. I love the improvisation, given me a fresh and unanticipated surprise.
Such a life to get someone stand by my side, he/she doesn't have to be my life-long partner, doesn't have to be where I am, doesn't have to have the same insight, but I know, whenever I am in need, he/her name will be the first one that come out in your mind, someone you know you could count on, and rely on, someone will comfort you, someone who knows you, someone who loves you.

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Wishes ¬ do come true...



I looked in the sky and there I saw a star shining so bright above
I closed my eyes and wished upon the star
that I would find true love
Someone who needed me
Someone to share my life
For a love that would be true
I would wait forever how long it may be
I will be waiting
One star-brighter than the others
Two Hearts-beating for each other
I believe wishes really come true
Love at first sight I knew it from the moment
when you said hello
I hoped you felt it too, but we both so shy-
how was I to know
when you reached for my hand
I knew you were the one
We laughed and talked for hours like I'd known you forever
Like...a...dream or something from a book
True love has found me
One star-brighter than the others
Two Hearts-beating for each other
Now I see wishes really come true
You just have to dream
Nothing's as bad as it seems
to be...believe me
Someone's waiting for you to try
There in the sky
One star-brighter than the others
Two Hearts-beating for each other
You will see wishes really come true
You can't stop believing-wishes do come true
You gotta believe me (wish on a star) wishes do come true...

Sounds like a fairy tale, sounds like ''I could only imagine, it could only happen in my fantasy''. Beautiful lyrics, gentle voice, ''You just have to dream, nothing's as bad as it seems, believe.... someone's waiting for you to try.''

Do wishes come true?

May be I will believe without doubting when if I am still 18. When you've gone through ups and downs, trials, and bitterness, you climbed then you fell, pains, . . . . . . you will lost virginity of excitement, you'll lost the courage even just to dream.

I was quite positive in life when I was young, I dreamt a lot, I fantasized in all things but not sex, I was quite pure in heart even till the age of 25, still reading comics, like to imagine, make everything beautiful in my mind, enjoyed the purity in man's heart, I have never worked in a firm, or a company, I never had a colleague, I have only friends, thank God for this, that I could rest in my mind, in another sense, no fighting or what do you call it? ''politic'', and I don't know how to play it, I am sure I won't enjoy it.

I speak what's my mind most of the time, sometimes I hurt people, people who do not understand me well, thankfully, these people became friends when they started to know me and understand my frankness.

From the earlier paragraph, I said I have lost the courage to even dream, I said I may have believe it if I am still 18, indeed these are one part of my mind, in another side, I will choose to dream (actually, it doesn't have to take much courage, just a choice.), I will choose to believe wishes do come true - the positive side of me.

I don't quite understand me well, one side of me very rational, another side of me, I still keep my purity, or in a simple but not that good word to describe me at the age of 37 - Childish.

Me, in my family, is a protected species! Haha, don't know, they just love me too much!

Some wishes came true... when only I've dreamt, therefore I knew it has came true...

Believe it, wishes do come true. You are what you were wishing.

Jane Lee

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Shepherd Of My Soul

How to explain my happiness at this moment, ever after the Penang prep-backpacker trip, I really enjoy the time with Gabriel, which I feel my life is so fulfilled, and I kept singing praise to God for He gives me Gabriel, He knows the best what I needed.

I am no longer thinking of lacking anything now.